I've found in the last three years that the times in my life spent regularly praying have been incredibly beneficial. It's not always necessarily easy to be "in a relationship with God," but at the end of the day - I find more joy in life when I do feel that relationship is active. The times in my life (see: the last few weeks) that I'm out of touch with the spiritual, I feel life is dull, boring, maybe depressing, and I feel a little bit deader.
I've traveled before and I've felt this deadness. Far from home, far from joy, far from God, and far from self. This is simply not an option during this trip. I have been waiting to "backpack" Europe for years and years, and this trip ABSOLUTELY NEEDS TO BE FULL OF JOY. That doesn't mean it's going to be easy. I just know that if I make an effort every day to turn my heart away from worry and toward its center, I will be able to find true joy in the midst of what could easily be chaos.
I believe that God is everywhere and He is everything. These places and these people that I'm meeting are going to be brand new. They are going to be God showing Himself to me in all new shapes, forms, and speaking to me in brand new languages. I will not allow myself to not be utterly thankful to the Creator of this awesome world that I'm exploring. I will not allow myself to not be in conversation with Him. Thanking Him, praising Him, and knowing Him through this adventure which He made possible.
I know I'll learn more about Him in the next six weeks than I ever thought possible. I just want you, whoever is reading, to be a part of that journey, since it is
And I will climb this mountain with my hands wide open...
I'm absolutely sure that with joy in your heart, this trip (and anything you do) will be joyous. But remember, life is about moments, and a lot of moments are boring, tedious, etc... Don't expect fireworks every minute of every day, your expectations will leave you feeling let down. Allow the valleys as well as the peaks to exist in your life, realizing neither lasts. I love you so much and am so proud of who you are and are. X.
ReplyDeleteYou are going to be missed greatly, but think about the experience! You are going to do better yourself as a person and become stronger and get a closer relationship with God. You can get to see Him and His work in a whole different perspective and way you've never seen before. It will be awesome! Love you. I look forward to reading these posts!
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